old blogs

joetory | Wed, 2007-05-30 18:38

here are some old blogs that i shipped over here from myspace. the oldest are at the bottem so if you want to read chronologically. start there. enjoy!

05/03/2006

getting home

okay. i'm home now. ran into my non-crush-crush on the street. couldn't speak. which was fine. checked the hockey score. made a voo-doo dool for all members of the calgary flames. listened to sugar. listened to bob mould. listened to husker du. thought about moving to minnesota. thought againt my first thought. wore all black today. thought about cutting my hair in order to get a girlfriend. got an email from ex-girlfriend who is getting married. that was weird. wrote two blogs because i realized that i didn't have enough. and i realized that if clayton is the only one who writes blogs than those are the only blogs being read and that is a shame. now clayton is my best friend, but he is also a narcicist while i am a sweet, apostolic type boy who only looks on the bright side of life. had a hangover. watched 'the family guy' movie. hated it. thought about grace kelly. wrote a love song about a girl named jennifer. have a sisted named jennifer. thought about how that might be creepy. realized that it is creepy, but with a little explaination it won't be creepy any more. okay. bye.

godspeed,

joseph

weird. weird. weird.
Current mood: weird

so i was having some pretty good days for a bit. believing in god and a happy after-life and all that cool stuff and then things just got weird for a bit. mostly weird things happening while under the influence of bad-influential things. so i walked into this club and no one was having fun and it felt like everyone was melting which is not a good thing. then i tried to buy this weird looking girl a drink and she laughed at me. which was more cool then weird, but then i didn't care. which is weird because usually i do care. so i walked away and ran into a friend in a crisis and we hugged for a long time. and that was pretty cool. hugging can be great when your hugging a cool person in a really slimy place. so that was the end of that. and i don't remember much about the rest of the night, but the gist of my feeling, as of late, have been weird. can't really explain it. i just see someone i know in the middle of the road and i'm like 'thats weird.' or i notice something about the universe that i never noticed before and i'm like, 'that's weird too.' its sort of like what it may be like if i were a zombie or a vampire or some other weird creature that probably doesn't exist and has some weird insight into mere mortals. so weird is not normal. but i know normal better right now because everything is so weird right now.

like my weird crush i have on a pretty weird girl. lets call it a non-crush-crush. so in my none-crush-crush i sort of hit on this girl i don't really have a crush on except that i pretend i do so when she is around because that is all i have ever done when i see her around. and for as long as i have known her. which isn't for very long. so in my weird non-crush-crush i have a glimps into a world of like'n without actually like'n. or something like that. ok. bye.

godspeed,

joseph

04/19/2006

falling asleeping in the middle of sex
Current mood: accomplished

compiled an incomplete r.e.m. retrospective. paid phone bill. watched harper lower the g.s.t. by 1nd wondered if this will make a difference on my next bill. applied for more credit. was denied more credit. started writing a song about my pregnant friend bree. reading 'the fourth hand' again. not able to get enough of irving. finding it useless to once again compare my life to irving characters. wishing i was more literary. wishing i didn't care. falling in love with my ex-girlfriend again. trying to break-up with her memory. thinking about stuff. nothing of any consequence. jamming later this evening with daniel and trevor. two new friends. pretty good to have new friends. finding that everyone in my town is more suspicious than me. finding peace in the arms of irving and banana smothies. shit ass broke. three days into a forty day fast of booze. drinking every night. listening to 'everybody hurts'. a single tear falls down my face. thinking about first girlfriend ever. thinking i should have asked her out on a date instead of just asking her out. instead of just making out at her thirteenth birthday party. googling her name again for the thirty-seven thousandth time. no luck. running out of space.

godspeed,

joseph

Currently Listening :
Reckoning
By R.E.M.
Release date: By 25 October, 1990

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